I'm just doing what I feel like

It's been a while since I've done a blog. I actually came over here to update my services page to list out some new ways I'd like to help people, but I got here and now I don't feel like it.

And that sort of sums up the feeling of everything lately.

I like to talk about creativity, the process to create, the fun time it is, and how it can benefit everyone.

I like to inspire people around me with fun and interesting foods, nature pics and words of wisdom.

Here's a little bit of what's been on my mind lately though

When you have a creative mind (and I think we all do somehow) it also means there's a little piece of you that's like. That's boring, I'm not doing that. Or I know you just made a wonderful suggestion, but I don't want to do it that way. Or I know you like what I just did there, but I'm not making another one.

It's like having a 5 year old kid running around in my mind. Which in theory maybe you'd say, what's wrong with that, look at how much fun 5 year olds have? And I agree that's true, but I don't stick with things. I want to try this, I want to try that, now I want to try that. Feels disjointed. But maybe I'm just being to harsh, isn't there a part always in art making where you are like, this is crap, I should just scrap it, but then when you stick with it, you are more and more like, hmm, this seems to be working out, and I guess I never could have done it that way consciously so I guess it's all working out, isn't it?

Are you still here?

Bless your heart if you are. I appreciate you and you reading my rant for the day.

So, I guess to sum all that up, and tie it up in a neat little bow, my mantra for today and into the near term is, I'm just gonna do whatever I feel like I wanna do. GOSH.